Category: poetry

Be quiet then, and have patience.

Plato, Phaedo

we only have to walk about
until our legs become heavy,
and then we can lie down.
our first cry echoes the last,
not ours, because we have
already drunk a cup from
echecrates.

i look at my bookshelves with a sense of regret.
there are books there that i have not yet matured
to read, and books that have passed their time
before i could get to them, as silent as paper
remorse.

i was six when i learned to read
letters and i did not need to speak
ever again. so i thought, if i knew
how to read notes, i would not need
to hear, and if i knew how to read
braille, i would not need to see.
and even now, forty years later,
i am still pensive at the mention
of dawn in robe of saffron.

old actors play old people.
they know how to ask,
is realism a thing?,
and how to be amazed
that someone is listening.

old people are old actors.
they know that asking
is as scary as ever,
and the next morning
is just that, a morning.

and they know how
to smile.

if life is a fatal
sexually transmitted disease
then i am nothing
more than the sum
of my weaknesses,
injuries and ailments,
an absent clause
in evanescence.
and i am okay with that.
with one caveat, i am
a congenital liar.

i was born with a broken heart.
it gave me a rather dubious gift
of visibility, the label of unfitness
in an act of childish brutality. that
is when i learned what fear is,
the real one and the imaginary.

i was born with a broken heart
and believed that what is already
broken cannot be broken again.
then you came and i learned that
naivety is the original sin with
no forgiveness.

I tolerate DEVIANTS because I have to.
I don’t like and don’t respect because I can.

a statement found on a social network

poetry written by life
has the best punch lines.
like this furious tirade
on perverts under the text
of someone who wrote
that he is proud to be homo
sapiens.

i have seen people kill themselves
without dying, some elderly, some
simply old and all just tired. each
of them a fugitive from an unsaid
abbey. each with their own sense
of briefness inscribed upon them.
not one old enough to finally order
a pint of lager.

regretting leaving my hermitage
for collegium maius, i do not curse
you but the drowsiness of the lecture
hall and our confused impressions.
after all, who could have foreseen
that my desires would crash against
your aversions, or that your great lust
for adventure would collide with my
austerity in life. the naivety of a young
faith in idealized feeling rarely obeys
common sense.